Lost
Eleven years in the making, his mistress
grabs the night. Eyes down, she holds out
a piece of meat cooked; he eats
from her fingers. Ceramic plates, fractured
in the trash bin, breakfast eaten in a hall closet.
She pushes his voice under water, listening
with an unforgiving shrug, blinks her way
through dinner parties. Each night she falls asleep
to the music of her ancestors, skin against bone.
She permits him to sleep with her, in case she
dies in the night. She turns over, her legs curled
under a once strong belly. In the space between,
there lay everything she’d lost.